hulla hulla hubba hubba

woo yaa dag dig dug dorrrr !!!!
how are you my readers ? lama banget ada kali 2 bulan-an ya gue ga ngeblog. dr tgl 10 Juni sampe hari ini 21 Agustus. gilaaaaa bnr2 kangen bgt sama blog gue ini ukukuku.

well, berarti banyak banget juga hal-hal yg terjadi selama 2 bulan lebih itu *alah* hmm apa iya gue ceritain satu-satu gitu? ngga usah aja kali ya wkwk

kalo ngeliat dari garis besar-nya sih (eaa garis besar jaree :p) :
1. lulus sekolah.
yah finally, akhirnya gue udah bukan seorang siswa lagi men! gue udah jauh dari rutinitas bangun pagi, garap PR, bolos, dan sebangsanya itu yay gue seneng bgt dong gila aja udah lebih dari 3/4 hidup gue, gue lewatin sama yang namanya sekolah. yah walopun sebenernya gue sih kadang-kadang kangen sama semua itu u,u tapi yang bener-bener ngga gue sangka-sangka (termasuk orang lain) nilai UN gue lumayan bagus loh, gue aja dapet ranking ke-3 di kelas (Y)

2. liburan ke Bandung.
yay! akhirnya datang juga waktu liburan gue saat itu. bokap nurutin kemauan gue yang pengen bgt ke Bandung. disana ada kali 1 minggu, yah ngga full di Bandung sih. gue juga ke Jakarta dan DUFAN :DDD yay gue udah nyobain Hysteria dongse :p pas di Bandung nginep di rumah temen bokap, trus jalan-jalan, belanja-belanja gitu. dan ada rencana mau ketemu sama si Obby & Kak Dera, tapi gajadi karena bokap ga kasih ijin. di malah nanyain si... ah gajadi deh takut galu lagi u,u

3. STAN yah karena proses USM nya yang terlalu lama, keburu gue jamuran di rumah ga ada kesibukkan, akhirnya nyokap gue putusin buat kuliahin gue di tempat lain. oh what the hell ? gue ga mau kuliah selain di STAN. tapi nyokap gue kekeh bgt mau kuliahin gue di Surabaya. tapi sama aja ternyata nyokap gue udah daftarin gue kuliah di UPH. the best damned thing! AAA dan kuliahnya baru aktif ntar 1 Oktober uh uh uh fuckkkkkk!!!

4. kerja (y).
yah gue sekarang udah kerja dong kawan-kawan!!! gue nerima tawaran tante gue buat kerja di kafe tmepat dia kerja juga, dimana itu? jeng jeng jeng di Excelso yih yih yihaaaa!!! udah pegang duit sendiri sekarang gue mah udah gada lagi kata bokek di hidup gue *amin* :D

5. new hair!
yay yay yeay yeah yeah yeahs!!! smoothing, rambut gue sekarang jadi lurus dong <(///.^)>

6. "itu tuh".
yah yah yah bahas ngga yah? gue suka sih ngebahas tentang "itu tuh" tapi gue takutnya ntar gue jadi galau huhuhuhu semakin lama semakin kesel ama "itu tuh" maunya apa coba masa yah gue ngerasa bgt di tarik ulur berasa kaya layangan. lengkap bgt dah yg di kasih ama "itu tuh" gue ya di php-in, nyepik doang, gue ya dibikin galau terus, di bikin cemburu terus, ah banyak deh :( blgnya masih sayang sama gue tapi kenapa kok kaya gitu coba. ga pernah apa yah dia sekali-sekali galau-in gue gitu? skrg "itu tuh" lagi suka sama cewe lain, gue jadi dicuekin, udah gitu nge-update tentang cewe demenannya yang baru di twitter sama fbnya. dulu aje gue mana pernah di galau-in gitu. sante ga ada sms dari gue, lah yg sekarang? sms ga di bales, update twitter, eh btw dia punya niknem loh buat demenannya yg baru itu, 'cc' soswit yah gue jadi envy hhh

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hmm udah deh itu aja yang gue share udah cukup mau tidur lagiiiii udah ngantuk bgtbgtbgt hoaahhmm, sleeping beauty :*

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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

I write some shits

I wrote this as my note in my Facebook, at Thursday, June 2, 2011 at 12:04am

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you dont want me anymore. you dont need me anymore. you want a new one who'll make you happy beside her. yeah I know that, you just fooling around with me. it never made sense for you to love me, I always knew that.
my friends used to tell me that you're not as good as I guess. I think, I should know, if you're good, you wont leave.
we've liked, we've loved each other. we've been hurted. but we wont have our happily ever after. and God has told us that we have to leave without turning back.
MOVING ON? it is not about not loving you anymore and then forgetting you. I know it's hard, but I have to. moving on is when I had the strength to say "I still love you, but you're not worth this pain". yes! I said it!
every ending is just another beginning. I'm not gonna forget you, I'm just let the condition go with the flow. what it will be whether good or worst. maybe it's the best for us, we both had a worth life.
I'm young, my life is too short if I just fill it with sadness and just thinking about you. I got life to do. life must go on with or without you. dont worry, I'll be fine here, I'll cure this pain by myself. if we were born to be fate, we'll be what God want.
good bye my sweetheart, you're gonna be living in my precious memory. we have to leave without turning back. just once, if I could have my wish come true, I'd be born again and again to see you on those days. in my deepest heart, I'm gonna "missing you" and always mention your name in my every heartbeat.. thanks for everything, thanks for the best long distance relationship in the virtual world that I ever had, with you, Helmigas Kuntoajie :)

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and I sent this to my ex in the same date!! oh how pathetic am I ?

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why you said that your love to me wont ever die? when you know that's only a lie! why you made me trust? that it's love not a lust! days were gone and I'm still standing on. a heartbreak is fucking enough to me, now you want to have me replaced. I swear that shit hurts more than a break up!
too much hopes, dreams, PLANS, memories, PROMISES that you gave to me. it's so hard and maybe cannot be forgotten..
and I think I'm tired of this. I'm waiting for nothing. you made me so hopeless. you made me 'fly', you give me 'wings', then you 'cut' it. you act like you dont ever know me, oh what the hell you did?
I'm sorry if I hurt you, I'm sorry I cant be the best, but it's who I am. I'm gonna miss you, you'll be living in my precious memory, in deepest of my heart. thanks for every single thing, thanks for the best long distance relationship in the virtual world that I ever had, with you. I'm gonna missing you, and I'm move :)

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I AM NOT GONNA MOVE! HOW CAN I'M MOVE ON WHEN I'VE BEEN IN LOVE WITH YOU ?

amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

pathetic

you are the only boy that is ever on my mind, ever since the day I met you.
I am the girl that you only think about when you see me.
you are the boy I go to bed crying over.
because of what you did to me that day.
I am the girl you think you never hurt.
you are the boy I wake up thinking about, smiling..
because I know I'll get to see you that day.
I am the girl who has that one huge smile only for you..
but you never pay attention to.
you are the boy that I look for when I walk into a room.
I am the girl you come to when everyone else is already in a conversation.
you are the boy I speed up to walk beside in the hallways.
I am the girl that you say "hi" to and keep walking.
you are the boy I want to talk to every hour, of every day.
I am the girl you have two second conversations with, then stop talking.
you are the boy I could just sit with for hours, just talking, never wanting to leave.
I am the girl you mumble a few words to, wanting to be gone in a second.
you are the boy who thinks I am the most annoying person you've ever meet.
I am the girl that tries my hardest to please you.
you are the boy if I dont see for a day my day turn out to be an incomplete and miserable day.
I am the girl that could be gone for two years and you would hardly even notice.
you are the boy I just keep chasing.
I am the girl that so badly, wants to catch you.
you are the boy who doesnt want to fall for me :"/
I am the girl that becomes stupid when near you.
you are the boy that every cheerleader wants to go out with.
I am the unpopular girl that constantly stares at you from far way.
you are the boy that doesnt reply back to my texts.
and here I a am, the girl that's been wanting you ever since.
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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

daydreaming

nothing hurts more than, when someone says,
''I'm not angry with you, I'm disappointed.''

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I thought about it early yesterday morning. like picking up scaterred pieces of broken glass. what the hell is this? dripping for my finger? is this what we really hoped for? I knew it at the bottom of my heart, the hardest choice would be the best my conscience refuses it and repeats its rejection. when can I admit it to you? in this slowly decaying world, I'm struggling, but it's the only way. carving your faded smiles. I remember the season we first met. and your graceful smile bringing up old issues, we hurt each other as much as possible our minds are full of thor. with this never ending dull relationship, frustated that I cant change my mind. I still love you. I dont wanna be apart from you. but I've to tell you, my thoughts are clouded, I'm stunned, standing dead, my vision blurry, despite my determintation, the pain is still penetrating. the bond between us has come apart, and is dying a bit everyday.

it's hard being left behind, it's hard to be the one who stays, you left me when you're the most I need. it's you, it's always been you, since the very first time you made me smile. it's not about how much you love me, it's about you'll leave me or not, because even you decide to let go, a part of you still won't.
when you're alone, unmood, and need someone to talk to, call or text me, I'll be your mood booster, anytime you want, I'm here for you.
now, we're separated, but God has told me, if the truth is that someday, we could be.... ah I cant say it, seems like too much hoping. I do believe in "someday", it depends on the time, and I'll wait until the right time comes.
you're not my boyfriend anymore but I'm still remember his smile, his advice, his love, his kindness, and the times we laugh together. I care about all the shits about you baby! I cant get you outta my head.
God is good because He was gave me an angel like you, but now you've been left, is God still good?
but I trust my heart and I let God and fate decide. I'm hoping, I'm dreaming, I'm craving, I'm begging but you leaving. you dont know how much it hurts, you're still mine, emotionally.
I texted you, I said that I miss you, but you dont wanna reply it, you let me wait, I'll be baby, I'm still craving I have a message from you when I am wake up in the morning, Gaz!

amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

May 25th 2011.

00:00
May 25th 2011 ♕
whoaaa a warm welcome SEVENTEEN!!
yeah right, it's my birthday, my 17th birthday!!!
thanks God I met my seventeen ☺
I'm 17 right now, I'm gonna miss my 16 :")

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thanks to :
Allah SWT, for Your love, for Your bless and for everything that happened in my life :)
mommy and daddy, thanks for the bittersweet life that you give to me, I hope in this 17, you'll gonna be as one again, AMIN ♥♥♥
my little sister, thanks for the mess, jokes, tears, aaa ILY! ┐(ˇзˇ)┌
my big family, thanks for the best gifts, it's sweet and I'm lovin' it :p
my fellas, they give a different color in my day!! love 'em!! \m/(ˆ⌣ˆ)\m/
my social network, aaa I'm addicted to them!! they're care (┌'.'┐)
DISASTER, thanksss for every single crazy day ƪ(‾▿▿▿▿▿‾ ƪ)
my boyfriend ♡, aaa how much I love you, thanks for the sweetest and greatest gift in my 17 birthday muahh ƪ(♥ε♥)ʃ

thanks to everyone who said Happy Birthday to me!! ILYSM

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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

Untuk Kalian Wanita

sebelumnya aku ngucapin Selamat Hari Kartini buat kalian semua Perempuan Indonesia. telat? people say that better late than never \(´▽`)/

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berapa kali dalam seminggu kamu mengatakan pada dirimu sendiri bahwa kamu adalah wanita yang berharga? Atau hanya sekedar berpikir sejenak dan mengganggukkan kepala berkata dengan penuh kebanggaan: "Saya wanita yang hebat!". Saya yakin banyak diantara kita yang tidak pernah, atau hanya sepersekian saja dari kita yang melakukan hal tersebut. Saya melihat wanita-wanita masa kini kebanyakan hanya memberi harga yang lebih pada hal-hal yang berbau materi dan bukannya harga diri mereka sendiri. Mereka mendewakan renik-renik mewah nan berkilau dan seperti berTuhankan sifat konsumtif serta beragamakan hedonisme. Dan ini membawa sebagian golongan wanita pada sifat yang apatis, "hidup gue punya gue, hidup lo punya lo". Saya tidak menyalahkan mereka atas hal ini karena pada kenyataannya hidup saya pun tidak jauh dengan hedonisme yang sungguh menguntungkan bagi para kaum kapitalis, namun toh itu tidak membuat saya bertindak apatis, masa bodoh dengan hidupmu, jalani hidup masing-masing sajalah... Rasa empati, semangat berjuang, euforia terhadap lingkungan sekitar telah memudar dalam darah mereka, telah terdegenerasi oleh nominal yang tercetak dengan nama suatu department store tertentu.

Lihatlah ke dalam diri kita para wanita bahwa Tuhan telah menciptakan kita sedemikian rupa adalah bukan tanpa sebab. Dia telah menciptakan kita sebagai makhluk indah yang tangguh, yang dapat menanggalkan keangkuhan pria yang terselip dalam hatinya yang ringkih. Otot-otot besar mereka hanya kedok, pesona dengan rasa surgawi yang sebentar akan hilang. Namun ketulusan, keikhlasan serta kelembutan jiwa seorang wanita adalah darah yang mengaliri tubuhmu, yang tidak akan berhenti kecuali Tuhan mengingini.

Rahimmu, memberi naungan kehidupan. Dari sana akan lahir kehidupan dari sebuah living material bernama zygot yang berasal dari peleburan dua sel kelamin yang akan terus berkembang menjadi janin, dan dia akan terus tumbuh sampai takdirnya untuk melihat dunia dilanjutkan. Itu dari rahimmu, tempat hidup bebas pajak dari Sang Pencipta. Dan mereka adalah keturunanmu, generasi beikutnya di negerimu.
Air susumu, menyokong hidup kami.
Hatimu, adalah horizon tak berbatas dengan pandangan luas, kamu merangkul semua harapan dan menyelimuti kebusukan.
Air matamu, adalah oasis di gurun pasir, menyejukkan dahaga.
Senyummu adalah sihir.
Doamu, adalah takdir dunia, bagaimana hidup digariskan.
Tuhan menciptakan surga di bawah telapak kakimu, agar laki-laki tidak menginjakmu ke bawah kakinya.

Tidak akan cukup jika saya menyebutkan seluruh keistimewaan wanita disini, karena memang tidak ada kata tertentu yang dapat menggambarkan keutuhan sebenarnya seorang wanita.
Kamu adalah orang yang berharga, tidak ada seorang lelakipun yang berhak menghujatmu dengan mulut mereka, tidak ada seorang lelakipun yang berhak menyakitimu dengan kebodohan mereka yang membutakan, tidak ada seorang lelakipun yang berhak menghakimimu bahwa kalian makhluk lemah yang harus berlindung di bawah ketiak mereka. Janganlah kalian merasa bahwa kalian tidak berharga.

Kita istimewa, dan kita diciptakan begitu.

-fin-

amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

Vierra - Love Love and Love

here we go...
Vierra new album is out and boom now!! I've listened it, nice and enjoy :)


This CD Album Only Promotion Only, Please Buy CD Album
Vierra Love, Love & Love

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track list :

Vierra - Takut
Vierra - Terlalu Lama
Vierra - Kesepian
Vierra - Pertemuan Singkat
Vierra - Pertanda Cinta
Vierra - Semua Tentangmu
Vierra - Hidup Matiku
Vierra - Don't Cry
Vierra - Di Sisimu
Vierra - Deg2an
Vierra - Kepergianmu
Vierra - Cantik
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PS : Hidup Matiku, dengerin yang ini yaaa :3
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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

once in a lifetime

Sweetest video I’ve ever seen :’)

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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

ulat bulu fever (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)_)_)_)~

stole this from, Adinda Rahmanisa's Facebook

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ƪ(˚▽˚)ʃ)_)_)_)~
ulat bulu dataaaaaaaaaang ✖.✖

~(_(_(_(_("˘зε˘ ")_)_)_)_)~
ulet bulu lagi tiumaaan (ʃ⌣ƪ)

~(_(_(_(ʃ||||||||)ʃ
ulet bulu kunti "geser dikit doooong"

~(_(_(_(_(•ˆ⌣ˆ•)
ulet bulu morgan "tanteee, salah lokasi yaaa?"

~(_(_(_( '⌣')人('⌣' )_)_)_)~
ulet bulu lagi tos

~(_(_(_(˚---̩̩˚)
ulet bulu ngidam eskrim

\m/(‾⌣‾)_)_)_)~
ulet bulu lagi ngerockkk

d(-_-)b)_)_)_)~
ulet bulu lg dengerin myusik

(¬˛¬")_)_)_)~
ulet bulu lg gondok

(‾(••)‾)_)_)_)~
ulet bulu siluman babi

凸(˘⌣˘)_)_)_)~
ulet bulu lagi bete

(￣へ￣)_)_)_)~
ulet bulu ngambek

ε(˘▽˘)з)_)_)_)~
ulet bulu girang

┌(_▿_,,)‾)‾)‾)~
ulet bulu lagi saltooo

ƪ(ˇ▼ˇ)¬)_)_)_)~
ulet bulu feelin so geli geli like a G6 like a G6 like a G6

(‾ʃƪ‾)_)_)_)~
ulet bulu minta maap

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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

Short Movie by Raditya Dika

gue baru aja baca-baca blog Raditya Dika. dan gue ngeliat entri barunya, eh ternyata dia abis nyelesein film pendek lohh. lumayan buat ditonton kalo lagi bosen. banyak kata-kata bijak dari dia haha. nih dia filmnya...



kalo buffering, coba liat disini!
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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

Happy Birthday LADY GAGA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Stefanie Joanne Angelina Germanotta
you're 25th right now!!






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My wish for you, LADY GAGA :

1. Stay sensational
2. Keep smiling and smiling, because your smile can brighten my day <3
3. Stay humble, eventhough you're famous like a hell
4. Health, Wealth, Success
5. GO TO INDONESIA, especially SURABAYA *well eventhough I know it's impossible, but who knows?!*
6. create the unique outfit and attract attention!!
7. You read this post .. AMEN



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when was the first time you knew LADY GAGA ?

when I first listened to the song, "FASHION"

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what do you like about GAGA ?

1. her outstanding outfits, it's inspired me!
2. her voice, the sexiest voice ever, awh!
3. SHE IS SEXY AND FAMOUS AND HOT LIKE A HELL !
4. BOW HAIR !!!


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I declare myself 'LITTLE MONS†ER', forever and always :)



amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
[X4]
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)


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PS : one sentence that I gave a red color, just like the words that he ever gave to me via sms T.T

amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

Vierra - Takut

ku tahu kamu bosan, ku tahu kamu jenuh
ku tahu kamu tak tahan lagi
ini semua salahku, ini semua sebabku
ku tahu kamu tak tahan lagi

(jangan sedih, jangan sedih aku pasti setia)

aku takut kamu pergi
kamu hilang, kamu sakit
aku ingin kau di sini
di sampingku selamanya

(jangan takut, jangan sedih aku pasti setia)

aku takut kamu pergi
kamu hilang, kamu sakit
aku ingin kau di sini
di sampingku selamanya

aku ingin kau di sini di sampingku selamanya

aku takut (jangan takut) kamu pergi (takkan pergi)
kamu hilang , kamu sakit
aku ingin (aku juga) kau di sini (bersamamu)
di sampingku (di sampingmu) selamanya

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PS : this is our song. we have the same feeling. we are of losing one another. we had promised that we would not hurt each other and will never leave. no matter what you say, no matter where you go, how ever far away, a part of me with him and a part of him with me, will stay..

amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

If I were...

If I were a color, I would like to be yellow
If I were a number, I would like to be 7
If I were an alphabet, I would like to be A
If I were a taste, I would like to be hot
If I were a season, I would like to be snow
If I were a month, I would like to be December
If I were a day, I would like to be Sunday
If I were a time, I would like to be evening
If I were an animal, I would like to be hamster
If I were a plant, I would like to be tree
If I were a flower, I would like to be edelweiss
If I were a jewelry, I would like to be necklace
If I were a food, I would like to be chocolate
If I were a beverage, I would like to be mineral water
If I were a zodiac, I would like to be scorpio
If I were a planet, I would like to be pluto
If I were an object, I would like to be psp
If I were an emoticon, I would like to be B)
If I were a movie, I would like to be comedy
If I were a country, I would like to be France


stole from @leenlena

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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

bittersweet ♥

hmm hihihi gue maluuu mau share posting ini hahaha makin hari gue makin unyu aja deh sama pacar gue hoho udah sebulan lebih gue sama dia. kalo ngga putus, mungkin udah 5-6 bulan gitu gue sama dia T.T sayang banget yah sebenernya u,u gara-gara gue juga sih, kalo aja gue betrah LDR-an T.T
tapi, setelah kita putus, dan kita sempet jalan sendiri-sendiri, dan akhirnya kita jadian lagi, semuanya jadi berubah. gue syukur banget ternyata apa yang gue pengen kesampean juga kan. waktu pertama kita pacaran, dia mah lempeng banget, ngga pernah marah, ngga pernah cemburu pas gue bilang kalo gue lagi sama mantan gue, dia biasa aja. kaya udah ngebiarin gue gitu. gue sampe heran, kok ada ya cowo kaya gitu -_- tapi ternyata, cowo itu juga lama-lama bikin gue kangen hahahaha
dan setelah kita balikan lagi ini, tanggal 19 Februari, dia jadi berubah, ngga kaya dulu. sering marah, sering ngambek, sering nunjukkin kalo dia cemburu, dan kita udah mulai sering ada masalah (emang dulu ngga ada mel? -_-) hahaha ini yang gue cari dari dia. dia lebih ekspresif!
gue heran, gue ngga segitu kenal dia banyak, cuma bentar doang, eh jadian. gue belom pernah ketemu sama dia. tapi ngga tau kenapa gue nyamaan bangte kalo lagi smsan, telponan sama dia. flowing! iya, ngalir, kaya ngga ada paksaan, ngga ada tekanan. walopun kadang-kadang gue ngerasa bosen sama relasi antar gue sama dia. yah, balik lagi, masalahnya, JARAK! tapi gue udah nyoba buat ngeyakini diri gue kalo gue kudu bisa, gue kudu bisa bertahan buat dia. buat perasaan gue juga yang semakin hari, semakin dalem buat dia. Ya Allah!
gue ngga peduli apa kata orang, apa kata temen-temen gue tentang hubungan gue sama pacar. gue anggep masukan doang dari mereka, tapi ngga semuanya juga gue terima. gue percaya sama cowo gue kok. lagian yang ngejalanin juga gue ini kan? hahaha

gue selalu seneng tiap kali sms-an ato telponan sama dia haha nggatau kenapa yaa tapi yah emang kudu gitu lah, kan kita ngga pernah ketemu! heu. ada beberapa sms yang maish gue simpen, gue seneng aja kalo baca itu lagi ahhaha

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susah dijelasin yaang.. aku kalo uda awalnya nyaman sama satu orang bisa sayang! walopun kita belom ketemu, aku yakin pas waktu itu kamu buat aku :*
17:27:00
27-02-2011

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jadikan hamba orang yang selalu memeluk dia saat rapuh, menangis, gembira saat dia senang, sedih bila dia jauh dariku.. hamba ingin dia mengerti bahwa rasa sayang ini berdasar dari-Mu dan atas izin-Mu hamba bersama dia selalu bersama sampai nanti..
22:01:01
09-03-2011

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soulmate, yes you are!
20:22:56
20-03-2011

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aku selalu dan akan selalu lebih sayang kamu ! :*
20:26:43
20-03-2011

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aku ngga ada disitu.. tapi aku tetep jadi orang pertama yang ngusap air mata kamu saat kamu sedih, dan orang terkahir yang dateng saat kamu seneng :)
20:31:50
20-03-2011

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:") cuma beberapa doang yah tapi sebenernya masih banyaaaak banget! hahaha
cowo gue pernah bilang, "cinta itu dijaga, bukan didapet!" dan yeaah, tiap gue ngerasa capek ngerasa bosen sama hubungan ini, gue selalu inget sama kata-kata dia yang itu. gue udah dapet cinta itu, dan sekarang gue gamau kehilangan dia lagi. gue kudu jaga cinta itu :')

there's no one I'd rather share my love, laughter, and life with than you!
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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

dag dig dug

hello readers!
how are you? hahaha
udah lama banget gue ga posting yaa. banyak banget yang mau gue share selama gue ga posting. gue bingung kudu mulai darimana dulu deh haha.
oke, tanggal 3-11 Maret 2011 kemaren gue mulai disibukkan dengan berbagai macam ujian praktek sekolah. banyak banget coba yang kudu dikerjain gue sampe ga abis pikir itu guru yang ngasih ujian ngga pegel apa ngoreksi kerjaan anak-anak yang bejibun banget sampe susah-susah ngerjain gue sama temnen-temen buat ngegarap tugas ujian praktek hhh *sigh*
oh iya, waktu ujian praktek Seni Budaya, gue disuruh bikin motif batik yang digambar di kertas. sekilas kalo diliat, gambaran gue ngga-banget haha begitu kata temen-temen gue, karena notabene gambaran gue yang terlalu banyak warna, tapi yah masa salah gue orang gurunya bilang kalo bisa teh gambarnya diwarnain, full colour! beda jauh sama temen-temen gue yang laen yang rata-rata warna gambaran batiknya warna coklat heu
tapi sebodo teuing, kata guru gue bagus kok haha ini gue kasi liat...



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dan, yang ngga kalah pentingnya juga, setelah ujian praktek itu, tanggal 15 Maret 2011, tepatnya pada hari Selasa. Ujian pun dimulai. bukan ujian biasa, ini Ujian Nasional khusus SMK, yaitu pelajaran mengenai Program Keahlian! dan ujian buat gue adalah, UNAS Akomodasi Perhotelan. sebelum ujian gue sering kan yah ada Try Out, nah gue kira soal UNAS itu ngga jauh beda sama Try Out, yang soalnya gampang-gampang banget, tapi ternyata dugaan gue salah! beda banget soalnya sumpah! susah-susah gue aja cuma bisa pegang kepala doang waktu ngegarap tuh soal. yah ngga semuanya sih gue ngga bisa, ada tapi cuma beberapa doang. sumpah gue kaget banget yaa. udah gitu soalnya diulang-ulang, kek gini nih, soal nomor 19 eh di ulang lagi di soal nomor 39. menurut orang yang IQ-nya jongkok, mungkin itu mereka anggep enak, tapi sebenernya itu ngerugiin kita banget. kalo jawaban kita bener, it's okay. tapi kalo salah? plis deh, 2 nomor kita salah kan! dan itu ngga cuma 1-2 soal aja tapi banyaaak men, ada kali 7-10 soal tuh gue lupa. ckckck
dan buat ngurangin rasa gelisah gue *alah* setelah gue ngerjain tuh soal, gue cocokin jawaban gue sama jawaban temen gue, biar gue bisa mastiin kalo nilai gue kudu sama, sama punya temen gue hahaha *pinter kan yah gue :p* sekarang gue cuma menghitung hari aja mendekati UNAS yang sebenernya. tanggal 18-21 April 2011, Matematika, Bahasa Indonesia dan Bahasa Inggris. jujur nih yah, gue takuuuuutt banget sama UNAS SMK ini, udah pernah gue bilang kan sebelumnya? ngga tau kenapa yaa, gue takut aja gitu kaloo nilai gue jelek. alamaak!
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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

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jadikan hamba orang yang selalu memeluk dia saat rapuh, menangis, gembira saat dia senang, sedih bila dia jauh dariku.. hamba ingin dia mengerti bahwa rasa sayang ini berdasar dari-Mu dan atas izin-Mu hamba bersama dia selalu bersama sampai nanti..
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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

ulala

yaaaaaayy!!!!
kemaren gue hang-out ke 2 mall dalam waktu 1 hari haha mulai jam 2an sampe rumah jam setengah 8 malem! siang ke royal plasa trus malemnya lanjut ke tunjungan plasa ckck dan ini adalah kali pertama gue jalan pake jilbab! gue jalan-jalan tanpa ada perasaan berdosa dan perasaan terbebani *alah* padahal besoknya gue harus ada Try Out di sekolah! *dancing*
akhirnya gue bisa ngebujuk kakak gue buat foto barengan di onix wkwkwk









itu foto terakhir sengaja emang gue lepas kerudung gue hahaha

HOW CUTE ? :)
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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

via TUMBLR

“The sweetest gift of today is the chance to live life once again and make things better”


“Feelings don’t die because we keep on feeding them with memories. That’s exactly why it is hard to MOVE ON.”


“Everything will be okay in the end. if it's not okay, it's not the end.”


“Don’t stop when you’re tired, stop when you’re done.”


“Single doesn’t always mean lonely and Relationship doesn’t always mean happy.”


“Sometimes people choose to leave not because of selfish reasons but they just know that things will get worse if they stay”

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Some people might say, single people have a sad life and no one cares for them. NO, they have friends that care and make them happy. But, why are they still single? It’s because they look forward to a long-term relationship at the right time, with the right person and not just for the experience.

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“You can play with so many people, kiss as many boys/girls as you want, hug every people you meet, hold hands with every boy/girls who likes you. You can be as handsome/pretty as you want so everyone that you’d pass by would look at you with amazement in their eyes. But no matter how the world appreciates you, if that one important person doesn’t.. You still feel ugly, so unnoticed and so imperfect”

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“It comes to the point that you just love someone so much that even though it hurts a lot to stay, you keep on holding on. It’s because you can always let go of all the pain, but never the little happiness you get out of loving that person”

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"Just like any other guys, I can be very sweet. I can make my world go around you. I go crazy about the way you hold my hands, the way you look at me, the way you hug me tight and kiss my lips. I can lose my mind when you’re not texting me. I get very jealous though i would never admit it. I want you to be mine and only mine. When you hurt me, I cry very hard but just one sincere sorry can make me forget what you did. I get angry when you question my loyalty and I’ll try my best just to prove that you’re my one and only. When you decide to leave me, I can still stay and wait until you comeback but when I reach my limitations, I am not any other guys. When I decide to finally walk out… there’s no coming back and i won’t even dare to look back."

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amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

Table Manners

Selasa, 1 Februari kemaren, adalah jadwal buat gue sama temen-temen yang 1 jurusan sama gue, Akomodasi Perhotelan, buat jadi peserta Table Manner di Hotel Sahid Surabaya. fyi, Table Manner adalah tata cara/etika waktu kita lagi diundang di acara perjamuan makan yang formal. jadi kita diajarin, sekalian praktek, gimana caranya makan yang bener, posisi yang bener waktu makan, megang peralatan makan yang bener, bla bla bla.

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ini gue kasi tau dulu, apa aja yang gue lakuin disana bareng temen-temen gue tentunya.

1st session, Introduction
perkenalan seputar Hotel Sahid, dan pemeberian materi tentang Table Manner

2nd session, Family Season
kita diajak buat jalan-jalan keliling Hotel Sahid, ditunjukkin apa aja fasilitas yang ada disana, berapa jumalh kamarnya, dll

3rd session, Coffee Break
gue rasa ini bukan coffee break deh yah, soalnya kita ngga minum kopi/teh, tapi minum jus, jadi gue ganti namanya aja jadi Juice Break -_-

4th session, Presentation
setelah diajak muter-muter kelilingin tuh hotel, kita diminta buat presentasiin tentang fasilitas, kamar, dll tentang tuh hotel. ngga semua sih yang mau maju, ya beberapa doang, siapa yang mau, dikasih souvenir gitu

5th session, Lunch and Practice
ini yang ditunggu-tunggu sama semua orang, MAKAN! HAHAHA

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dan ini gue kasih tau juga menu makan siang waktu itu.

bread and butter

appetizer
fruit salad

soup
kimlo soup

main course
chicken steak with mushroom dressing, mixed vegetables and french fries

dessert
brownies cake

coffee/tea
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tapi disaat yang ditungg-tunggu oleh semua orang itu lah banyak kesalahan terjadi. hahaha. banyak temen gue yang kena teguran dari orang yang ngajarin kita cara makam yang bener. si Ima, dia salah megang garpu. si Luki, dia salah make peralatan, yang seharusnya dipake buat dessert eh dipake buat main course. si Lina, salah cara nyuap makanan. ahahaha. kata si Linda, "ih susah amat jadi orang kaya. makan aja diatur!" langsung 1 meja yang gue tempatin pada ngakak. emang bener sih kata dia hahaha. udah kebiasaan makan layaknya rakyat jelata, tapi hari itu kita diminta buat makan seperti layaknya orang bangsawan (cailaahh -_-)

amelea (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)