Living For No Meaning

you may never know how it feels
when you are nobody for everybody
when you are nothing to everything
you dont' have any chance to find tomorrow
worse, you don't belong to tomorrow

you don't own the reason what you're living for
yesterday, today, or the next lives
you only see what you wanna see
no what you have to see
you only do what is forced to you
no what you really want to do
you are worthless to choose
neither to take, nor to pick

you are living
but you belong to the death realm
you are breathing
but you only borrow the air from other

see,
you really have no value to the world
you are not as small as dust, but people can't notice you
you are not seen, an invisible creature
you exist but you mean nothing

you might never know how it feels
cause you are the rason for whatever bad i feel..

Amelia Putri